June 11, 2024
Dear Parishioners and Friends of Saint Josephine Bakhita Parish,
In my humble opinion, I think God wants us to think big and to be big on the inside. And that is what we want too, I suspect: to be more, much more, to be filled full. Will this desire of ours ever be satisfied? Or are we destined for a lifetime of angst, ending in nowhere? Real eye-opening questions?
Jesus gives us the answer, I believe, in this Sunday’s Gospel (MT 4:26-34). “The Kingdom of God is like a mustard seed, the tiniest of seeds when its is planted. But it grows into the largest of shrubs, big enough for the birds to build nests!”
Our deepest longing, which sometimes has no name, will be fulfilled, God says. God will help us grow large. God will fill us full and transform us from the inside out. That is the destiny for which God made us; and it is a miracle. But the miracle happens only very slowly, and like the growing of a tiny seed deep in the earth, it is almost entirely invisible.
And there is the rub! Because the growth is so slow and so invisible, we find it hard to believe it is actually happening. Discouragement follows and often we walk away from the task at hand. And the growth that was happening may stop! Because God can’t build with us, if we have abandoned the building site!
When we pray the words of the Our Father, “Thy Kingdom come,” the Kingdom we are praying for is not just out there: Peace in the world and justice for all. It is first of all right inside us. God’s Kingdom can come to be inside, and it will come to be if we ask for it in faith, if we receive and take into ourselves the help God sends us in so many strange and unexpected ways, and if we persist, despite the lying darkness that tells us that nothing is happening.
God’s Kingdom will come to be. How long will it take? That depends, most of the time, on us.
Peace and blessings!
Fr. George Couturier
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